i guess i only have myself to blame for things to end up in this situation..
i screwed up everything..
it's all because of me, yes again..
why do i always have to wait for things to happen before i wake up,
and it's too late to regret or salvage the situation..
why why why.....

you are really very important to me..
i dont want to and cant afford to lose you again even as a friend..
but i think i just did..

love hurts, it really hurts too much for me to handle..
but losing you as a friend is even worst than breaking up..
you are really too important in my life..

though i know that whatever i said and explain will contridict..
but it's because i'm really afraid to lose u in my life..

i'm really feeling tired of waiting...
but i felt really happy then..
happy to be there in your life..
happy to be part of your life..
happy to see you everyday..
waiting is no easy or simple task..
though u asked me not to, i still wanted to wait then..

i just want to be your friend now..
i only want to be your friend..
will you still give me another chance..

i'm sorry...
i really am very sorry..