i miss you badly..
i really do..

many a times i wanted to msg you,
tell you i miss you..
but i dare not..
i held back..
for fear of rejection..

the missing you in within is getting stronger day by day..
thou i still see you everyday,
but i dont know why..
i really miss you so much bei..

as days pass by and gets longer,
it did not let me move on..
instead it made me clearly realise on what i really want..
all i really want is you, still you..
am still waiting for you and will still wait for you..

thou i do not dare to ask for to be back tgr one day..
but i hope the day will come..
if the day dont come,
i would appreciate and hope everything remains the same just like now..

i love to spend my days with you..
i love to spend my nights with you..
i love to help u choose you clothes clothes..
i love to iron your clothes clothes for work..
i love to see you make your hair..
i love to see you rushing off for work..
i love to text you during your break..
i love to pick you up from work..
i love to help you change change..
i love to help you ma ma..
i love to pour water for you every night..
i love to help you massage your tired body..
i love to help you apply medicine..
i love to pat pat you to sleep..
i love to watch the way you sleep..

i want to continue to help you do all the small little things..
i want to spend many many years of our birthday tgr..

i do not want anything for my birthday,
nor do i need anything for my birthday..
i only have one wish..
only just one wish..
for all i wish is you..

i'll patiently wait for the day,
cos all my time belongs to you..

you're my addiction,
for it's you who keeps me surviving..