happy new year !!

house visiting as usual was not very great..
almost everyone was nagging at me..
cos i look too tan !!
keep nagging and nagging..
in the end got so irritated,
totally shut off and not response..

had been double dating recently..
swan got her sunshine..
the lucky bird..

but i wonder what's wrong recently..
i just dont understand..
shouldnt you all be happy for your friend..
and pls stop your selfish thoughts..
i'm so disappointed..
really am very disappointed..
just what's wrong manz..
dont want to care anymore..
shall pretend that i dunno anything..

oh and did i mention..
i went to genting just few days before new year!
it was such a last minute trip..
together with me, bei, swan and sunshine..
the trip was fantastic!
and the company was great too!
except bei was feeling sick in the night.. =(

the trip was really worthwhile..
we only had to pay $88 for transport and lodging..
with free 1 day breakfast..
and bei's buddy gave us complimentary tickets!
free outdoor and indoor theme park tickets,
free rides for cable car!
woohoo..
so worth it right..

come on ppl..
let's save up!
more overseas trip pls!!

but i guess birthday trip will be called off..
cant afford to taiwan or hongkong now..
so what's for birthday plan..
hmmmm...

your presence simply makes my day~

am in bedok library now bloggin with hp!
Like so cool hur..

Am so hungry now..
Didnt eat anything today..
Waitin for bei to finish work then dinner tgt..

It's chinese new year next week,
and i have not buy any new clothes yet!
Am going back to camp tonight,
argh, no time!

Suddenly these few days i dont feel like going back to work..
Last week at work simply sucks!
Hopefully it'll be better this week..

Roars..
Am feeling so lazy..
Just what's wrong!

it wasnt a good start for 2009..
so many mixed feelings within me for the past few days..

goodbye my friend..
you'll be remembered..
thou i think it's not worth it at all,
but i hope you'll be much happier in wherever you are now..

at times, some guys are really such a big jerk..
used to trust and believe you so much..
no matter what the rest said,
i still stood by your side..
but that was the past..

until today i realised i was wrong..
big big big wrong..
i was just too naive then to believe you..
no matter the reason is true or not,
it's no longer important now..
cos the fact was that you idiot cheated on me!!

it didnt come to my senses until bei told me..
putting together all the bits and pieces,
it actually made sense..
you bastard cheated on me!!

not worth it to waste my energy on this bastard..
if not i guess it'll be unfair for bei too..
but am glad that bei was by my side,
when i received the 2 crashing news..
thanks bei bei..

anyway i pass all my interview for prison officer..
but am not feeling as excitied as i should be..
i really wonder why..
ting was more excitied and happy than i am!

dont know when i'll be starting attachment and training..
meanwhile i'll enjoy my remainin days as outdoor instructor,
and spending my time with bei bei and the rest..
i'll definitely miss my wonderful days in the outdoor line..
couldnt believe my 1 year plus in this line is coming to an end soon..
really really enjoyed myself during this 1 year plus..
so many wonderful memories over here..
esp it's the place where i know bei!!
aww...

happy anni bei bei~

woohoo !!
it's 2009..

hang out with kee onn, chloe and bei last week..
it's just so nice to hang out with them..
so happy..
had new year countdown with them,
and some of bei's friends as well..

wooo...
i'm going for prison second interview tomorrow..
glad that the interview is tomorrow..
cos after tomorrow,
i'll be stuck in camp almost everyday..

oh, bei bought me 7 tops and a belt from thailand!
woohoo, now i got many many tops to choose from !!
thx bei bei.. =)

going 9 months le..
time really pass so fast..
days with you are really fruitful and enjoyable..
sometimes i really wish time can just stop here..
aww...

it's a new year..
but i dont have any new year resolutions yet..
i only hope that our 21st birthday will be a memorable one..
but before that,
save money, save money !!

oh and did i mention..?
i want to lose weight..
heex.. =P