back and off again

two schools in a week..
east spring pri and bowen sec..
back to back camp..
good money but super tiring..

not much memories of east spring pri..
only remembered that we instructors had to keep pitching and fixing tents..

what you gonna be ya?
sai kang warrior!
what you gonna be ya?
sai kang warrior!
tell me tell me whose the best?
sai kang warrior is the best!
...............

what lousy and shitty tents camelot has..
had enough of tent pitching..
pls free me from it, but i guess there will definitely be more of it..
dorms are infested with stupid bed bugs !!
i better not bring them with me again !!

after many primary sch, finally a sec sch..
and wow, really enjoyed with my students but not the people i work with..
bowen sec, great bunch of students thru out the whole cohort..
even the NA and NT are execellent..

was buried in the sand by the students..
made me become a mermaid with huge boobs!!
and they added nipples on it.. hahax..
woops, sensored.. =P..
really quite enjoyed myself with them..

after all, i really still prefer sec sch..
like who doesnt right..
good luck to me for upcoming mayflower pri..

super shag after break camp..
long time since we last did back to back le..
went over to bao bei place..
we both drop dead, spend most of our time sleeping..

anyway, 3rd month anni wasnt what i expected..
pay wasnt out, there's nothing much we could do..
and there's no time for belated, but it's ok.. =)
it's more important than anything else as long as you are by my side..
your presence makes the day happen..

but still, just hope that the 4th will be more memorable..
even thou 4th doesnt seems that significant..

bao bei, thanks for anything and everything..
for you really made me happen..

emo

had been feeling quite emo and down lately..
maybe cos of PMS..?
i'm not sure, really dont know..

sighs, so hated myself..

sorry for being so selfish..
sorry for being not frank about it..
sorry for being insensitive to your feelings..
sorry for hurting you, even if it's only a little or it doesnt really matters..

thou i think you said it doesnt really matters so as to make me feel better..
but am really super guilty about it..
cos to me, it really does matters..
if we were to change shoes, it really will be a matter to me..
and i know i really did wrong this time round..
and i really not think about how you will feel..

i do not dare ask to be forgiven..
but i hope there's a second chance..
pls dont verdict me to death sentence..
i'll learn to be frank about it..
and yes i will.. is definitely a must !!
for i do not want to hurt you another time..

smile, joy and laughter are what i hope to see in you..

anyway, departures seems like real agony to me lately..
really treasured and enjoyed our short meeting times..
it is really very wonderful..
however, time seems to pass extremely fast with you by my side..
at times i just wish that the clock would stop ticking..

was really damn reluctant to leave today..
fear in me arose once again..
really missed you alot thou you're right beside me..
i just dont want to leave..
i just want to cling onto you..
i just want to stay in your arms..
i just want to spend my night with you..
but i cant, we had to go home..

you had craved my life with full of wonderful images and memories..
felt so empty just now without you..
the need for you is getting stronger each day..
you had became a basic necessity in my life..

you're just like honey, i'm just like the bees..
with such great charm, i'm so attracted to you..
just like the bees and honey..

hate to say goodbye..
hate to turn around and walk off..
hate to see your back view getting smaller and smaller..
if only there is no goodbye.....
if only.......

if only, then we all should long ago become millionaire le lo..

feelings so being supressed inside..
feel like it's going to explode soon.. anytime..
and i so feel like crying out hard..

i miss bao bei..
a few more hours to go..

emo~

better luck !!

just came back from camp not long ago with camelot..
it still feels better working with my 'home' company..
felt more comfortable with the surroundings and people..
and time seems to pass super fast..

plus, i got 2 great buddies !!
at last, i dont have horrible buddy anymore!!
and i get to slp with bao bei every night..
aww..

but guess the kids didnt really enjoyed themselves pretty much like other primary schools i took..
so sorry to them, but dont know why, i'm much stricter to them compared to other pri sch..
they were really quite alright, neither that rowdy nor mischievous..
thou kids are kids, they were really just normal behaved kids..
but just some how, i'm really much stricter this time round..
sorry kids, thou you all cant see this.. hahax..

accompanied bao bei around during the night of briefing..
dont worry bao bei..
dont have to feel guilty about it or what..
it's what i should do, and guess it's the least that i can do for u ba..
seldom see u so expressionless and stone-ing around..
plus u didnt even pay attention to briefing at all just made me cant help but to worry for u..

seeing you sad makes me sad..
seeing you happy makes me happy..
how you feel greatly affects how i feel too..

at times i'm just wondering how amazing it is when others' mood can also greatly cause an impact on and affect our mood..
but well, guess it just shows how much the person means to you ba..

and it's you bao bei..
no one else anymore..
only you..

<3