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somehow, when you get a very strong gut that the day will not be your day, it really isnt your day.. seriously today, damn sway.. argh !! DANCING CRAB LA !! (in case you miss out on my fav word for the past few weeks, dancing crab in japanese is called kani nabei.. sounds so vulgar..)

or rather, this year is just not my year.. things are just not as smooth, things i expected did not turn out the way, things i did not expect instead happened.. a word to sum up the year, UNBELIEVABLE..

guess this year i grew quite a lot.. perhaps at times, pple just learn better and grow more using the hard way..

3 more days..

i must be strong.. trying hard..

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kept falling down and slipping these few days.. almost everyday without fail.. it's a bad omen i guess.. and i am very sure of it..

guess this time round i really fall hard.. too hard.. sighs..

give me more time to stand up.. i must be strong..

how i wish the clock can stop ticking..

12 more days and goodbye..

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it's a sunday afternoon and here i am at home..

i must be crazy..


i know i am..

tomorrow's the day...

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it's the end of the working days, and it's the start of school days.. after 11 weeks of holiday, i'm back to school..

this holiday has been quite a busy one i supposed.. experienced and learnt new things, esp when in camp, quite fruitful.. however if without the major change in my life now, everything will be fantastic..

i see many hurdles ahead, can the race be completed and all the hurdles are crossed successfully ??

or will it be just like the huge rainbow i saw at the campsite, so magnificent but slowly diminishing and only lasted for the period of time..

somehow i must constantly remind myself to be more...............................

trying hard..

pls pardon me till the day i see the sunrise again.. will i ??


**3 more days to the 'big race'.. will i conquer or fall hard ??