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somehow, when you get a very strong gut that the day will not be your day, it really isnt your day.. seriously today, damn sway.. argh !! DANCING CRAB LA !! (in case you miss out on my fav word for the past few weeks, dancing crab in japanese is called kani nabei.. sounds so vulgar..)

or rather, this year is just not my year.. things are just not as smooth, things i expected did not turn out the way, things i did not expect instead happened.. a word to sum up the year, UNBELIEVABLE..

guess this year i grew quite a lot.. perhaps at times, pple just learn better and grow more using the hard way..

3 more days..

i must be strong.. trying hard..