never say never

treasure every second, minute, hour, and day spent with you..
every moment with you is like precious gem to me..
there's nothing more i can ask for to have you by my side..

the impossible had already become possible..
so what's impossible..? hmmm...
but the journey really isn't easy thou..

the days spent tgt with you was indeed one of my happiest days in life..
and it's my honour to be able to have you.. lucky me..

you made me feel so comfortable, and you made me let my guard down..
never ever once did i take being able to see you for granted..
for there's still fear in me..
fear of you giving up..

as days go by, my feelings for you become stronger and stronger..
you're just like the honey, and i'm like the bee..

i love the way you look into my eyes..
i love the way you sing aloud..
i love the way you laugh loudly non-stop..
i love the way you are so serious..
i love the way you show your cool attitude..
i love the way you potray yourself..
i love your anything and everything..

for what you do, all seem like an electric shock to me..

there's no unfair..
aren't you loving me now..?
aren't things for you and me going quite well..?

i just cant seem to convince you..
for i hope soon one day either me or someone else might convince you..
but it's really not easy.. i won't give up either..

bao bei.. pls don't ever give up..
pls don't ever leave me alone..
pls don't throw me back into the room of darkness..
you are the light of my life..
bringing and showing me the positive sides of life..
for all i need is you to be by my side..

if so, at least give me some warning..
just like the typhoon warning.. =P
for nothing else except you, means so much to me anymore..

but bao bei, pls remember.. don't forget..
'never say never'...

you're all i needed........ my sunrise.....................

happy cakey

人本来就是很奇怪的动物。有时明知是错或对自己不好的事还要去做。他们傻? 他们笨? 或许吧? 但总之他们要为自己的行为负责任，不可埋怨任何人。

请你们不要太惊讶，我也跟他们一样。明知山有虎，还往山上行。不怕吗? 不后悔?

老实说，我还满怕的。我怕老虎把我吃了，但我不会后悔，也没有什么好后悔的。因为这是我自己所选择的一条路。有些东西比自己更来得重要。我只知道如果我没上山，或现在就决定下山，我就一定会后悔，因为山上有一件非常重要的东西。我宁愿背着会被吃掉的心态一步步往上走，也不掉头就走。

我知道未来的路不好走，所以请你们相信我，支持我，鼓励我，这就够了。

至少现在的我是真的从心里的开心，而不再是表面的开心。

这不是最重要的吗?

back n off again

have you enjoyed your april's fool day this year?? yes i know i'm bit slow, ok can, very slow..

i enjoyed mine.. but i'm the one being sabo-ed.. it's so OMG!! all thanks to the camelot gang leh.. what a memorable one.. they emptied my bag, laid out my clothes, my pants, my SPORTS BRA, PANTIES!! we were in the campsite, with others in the dorm..

woops.. *shy.. hahahx..

and i was running like mad can.. not to save me bag, but to save someone... but.... sobs... hahahx...

lazy to type the story la.. read from sharon's blog.. it was fun la thou... you will never know how much we enjoyed ourselves unless you are with us.. a bunch of super crazy pple...

these few days were spent with my qin ai de... she was at my place to accompany me.. aww.. so sweet of her.. just because i dont want to go home, she accompanied me outside... love her deep deep.. hahax... muacks...

going out again.. i'll be back soon.. i guess.. hahahx..

i'm really enjoying my life now.. work and outside... esp with the bunch of lovely people...