Thursday, March 25, 2010

i lost u three times,
it's more than enough..

since our birthday,
i told myself i'm not going to let you go again..
i'm going to hold on to you and never let go..
my heart wanted and needed you so badly..
i cant afford to lose you another time..

but guess i was too late...
i was really too late....

for the past few days i really thought things were back to before..
u didnt mention anything about that night,
i didnt mention anything about that night either..
i thought we could put everything behind and start afresh...
i really thought we could....

guess it's karma for me,
for me hurting you twice,
i had to bear the consequences...
i have no one to blame, only myself..

you know how hurtful it is,
i was really thinking positively about us these few days..
i was really really very happy with you around..
i really thought we could be together again..
i really wanted to go back to the old days....

why stop when you care..
why stop when you feel..
why ask me to go home and give one more night,
after then if i really want to you wont stop me..
why stop when i really know clearly what i wanted..

i wanted you back so badly..
i needed you back so badly..
now i'm telling u loud n clear..
that i want you and need you back..
but i'm too late, so late....

everytime i let u go without really wanting to..
that's not what i want,
that's not what my heart wants..
each time i let u go hurting u and hurting myself..
i felt so lost, so empty without you..
fact is i needed you and wanted you more badly than anything..

pls tell me i wont lose u another time again....

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