yes i can !!

haven been home for quite some time..
and yes, i finally blogged..
yaya i know it's been quite a long time ago..

had been quite jobless these few weeks..
but well, camp still carried on.. at bao bei's place..

got bit sick a week ago..
but bao bei took great care of me, thus recovered fast !!
you boiled water for me knowing that i dont like to shower in cold water..
was still asking why need to boil water..
and you never really give me an answer..
and the next moment, you came back with the 'surprise'..
aww.. super sweet can~..
my heart really melted at that moment..

recently went to sport 1 course..
and i concluded that i really, seriously sucks at climbing !!
that's when i realised even with whole lots of determination, sometimes one just cannot achieve it..
i keeping telling myself, yes i can reach the top, i can..
reach higher and step higher..
but still, always cant find my grip and fall..
maybe the wall is too difficult..?
but i dont see why others can do it while i cant..
never mind, i will be back there one day and try again..
i just needed more practice..
like always..

and i still haven master dragonboat coxing..
i want to become an official DI one day..
grr.. had been stuck in it for quite some time le..
practice more practice..
never say never !!

bought bao bei a new bag that day..
woohoo, not very cheap wor..
but since you really liked it so much, so....
seeing you carrying the bag happily with such a wide smile, it just proves me that it's more worthwhile than anything else..

i only want to see you happy..
and how i wish i could diminished the fear in you..
but i know, it's impossible..
for once bitten, twice shy..

to be frank, i dislike her..
i hated her for what she had done and how she had treated you..

but bao bei..
she is she, me is me..
we are completely two different people..
dont put me together with her..
i am fishcake arh..!!
believe in me..

just how and what should i do to build the kind of trust in you again..?
pls teach me how.. bao bei...

'once bitten twice shy'..
what a well invented phrase..