help !!

Ahhhhhhhhhhh !! what's happening these few days !!

parents keep nagging about my job..!! what's wrong with it?!! am happily enjoying my work.. thou tiring, but i enjoyed myself.. and i really learnt lots of skills and 人生道理 that cannot be learnt from classrooms.. plus the sense of satisfaction is beyond description.. but all you do is to nag and nag and nag..

first say let me do what i want.. then later complain always never see me.. then say no CPF, ask me convert to full time.. siao !! and keep asking me change job arh, if not go study or what la !! etc etc.. what the hell manz !! for the N times i keep repeating i really like my job now.. no intention of changing my job, at least give me a few more months..

yes thou i know it's a job that dont have any CPF and it's unstable.. but so...?? i didnt say i want to do this as a lifelong career right?!! i did say ultimately one day i will switch jobs right?!! i did say give me a few more months right?!!

sometimes i just wanted to have a peaceful and quiet place to rest and relax.. but it just turns out vice versa.. not that i dont want to come home, but when home is like that, i wont feel like coming home anymore.. it kills my peaceful and comfy environment, and it always ended up in a heated argument..

i do not have much patience to explain more, again and again.. it's always the same issue everyday !!

and pls, stop asking about him.. yes we've broken up.. told you so many times as well le, still keep asking!! i dont see a need to explain why and never wished to.. never say means alr dont feel like saying but you just cant understand even after i've told you my stand.. ask and ask and ask.. what the hell.. it's all history, and now i've alr moved on.. so can you pls get back to present and stop stopping at the past...

i'm so sick and tired of it... so pissed off!! thou i know i'm definitely much more fortunate than a lot of families out there, but still, sorry.. home is still not a place where i want to be at if given a choice.. not at the moment..

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enough of the frustrations..
well basically my life is still as enjoyable..
1 month was simple but enjoyable.. *blissed*...
简单就是美 !
thanks bao bei!!

had been catching few movies lately..
'over her dead body' was superb..
cant remember when was the last time i laughed so hard and so long le..
tears even swell up cos of the laughing..
plus watching it with the person beside me makes it even better.. =)..

bao bei.. all i wanna say is that..
thanks for everything..
for you showed me my way to sunrise..
bringing me joy and laughters once again..
happy and blissed are the only words to describe..
having you, there's nothing much more i can ask for..

for i love you for who you are..
to treasure and cherish.......