happy new year !!

house visiting as usual was not very great..
almost everyone was nagging at me..
cos i look too tan !!
keep nagging and nagging..
in the end got so irritated,
totally shut off and not response..

had been double dating recently..
swan got her sunshine..
the lucky bird..

but i wonder what's wrong recently..
i just dont understand..
shouldnt you all be happy for your friend..
and pls stop your selfish thoughts..
i'm so disappointed..
really am very disappointed..
just what's wrong manz..
dont want to care anymore..
shall pretend that i dunno anything..

oh and did i mention..
i went to genting just few days before new year!
it was such a last minute trip..
together with me, bei, swan and sunshine..
the trip was fantastic!
and the company was great too!
except bei was feeling sick in the night.. =(

the trip was really worthwhile..
we only had to pay $88 for transport and lodging..
with free 1 day breakfast..
and bei's buddy gave us complimentary tickets!
free outdoor and indoor theme park tickets,
free rides for cable car!
woohoo..
so worth it right..

come on ppl..
let's save up!
more overseas trip pls!!

but i guess birthday trip will be called off..
cant afford to taiwan or hongkong now..
so what's for birthday plan..
hmmmm...

your presence simply makes my day~

am in bedok library now bloggin with hp!
Like so cool hur..

Am so hungry now..
Didnt eat anything today..
Waitin for bei to finish work then dinner tgt..

It's chinese new year next week,
and i have not buy any new clothes yet!
Am going back to camp tonight,
argh, no time!

Suddenly these few days i dont feel like going back to work..
Last week at work simply sucks!
Hopefully it'll be better this week..

Roars..
Am feeling so lazy..
Just what's wrong!

it wasnt a good start for 2009..
so many mixed feelings within me for the past few days..

goodbye my friend..
you'll be remembered..
thou i think it's not worth it at all,
but i hope you'll be much happier in wherever you are now..

at times, some guys are really such a big jerk..
used to trust and believe you so much..
no matter what the rest said,
i still stood by your side..
but that was the past..

until today i realised i was wrong..
big big big wrong..
i was just too naive then to believe you..
no matter the reason is true or not,
it's no longer important now..
cos the fact was that you idiot cheated on me!!

it didnt come to my senses until bei told me..
putting together all the bits and pieces,
it actually made sense..
you bastard cheated on me!!

not worth it to waste my energy on this bastard..
if not i guess it'll be unfair for bei too..
but am glad that bei was by my side,
when i received the 2 crashing news..
thanks bei bei..

anyway i pass all my interview for prison officer..
but am not feeling as excitied as i should be..
i really wonder why..
ting was more excitied and happy than i am!

dont know when i'll be starting attachment and training..
meanwhile i'll enjoy my remainin days as outdoor instructor,
and spending my time with bei bei and the rest..
i'll definitely miss my wonderful days in the outdoor line..
couldnt believe my 1 year plus in this line is coming to an end soon..
really really enjoyed myself during this 1 year plus..
so many wonderful memories over here..
esp it's the place where i know bei!!
aww...

happy anni bei bei~

woohoo !!
it's 2009..

hang out with kee onn, chloe and bei last week..
it's just so nice to hang out with them..
so happy..
had new year countdown with them,
and some of bei's friends as well..

wooo...
i'm going for prison second interview tomorrow..
glad that the interview is tomorrow..
cos after tomorrow,
i'll be stuck in camp almost everyday..

oh, bei bought me 7 tops and a belt from thailand!
woohoo, now i got many many tops to choose from !!
thx bei bei.. =)

going 9 months le..
time really pass so fast..
days with you are really fruitful and enjoyable..
sometimes i really wish time can just stop here..
aww...

it's a new year..
but i dont have any new year resolutions yet..
i only hope that our 21st birthday will be a memorable one..
but before that,
save money, save money !!

oh and did i mention..?
i want to lose weight..
heex.. =P

1 more day !!

didnt sleep well AGAIN last night..
seems like lala land doesnt really like me..
1 night of good rest,
then the next night dont welcome me..
it's been in this cycle for days..

poly gathering today..
had post christmas gift exchange..

i got a shirt and 1 GV movie ticket voucher..

heex.. =)

went from raffles city to marina square,

and then to suntec city,
just to get 1 topshop voucher card..
grr, must be due to christmas,
thus many outlets out of stock..

went to ktv with them after lunch..
it feels so weird entering such a place without bei..
it just keeps reminding me about you..
reminded me of you holding the mike..
reminded me of your voice..
reminded me of the songs that you sing..
so miss hearing you sing.. =(

just a few more hours and you'll be back !!
and we'll be able to meet tmr !!
YIPEE !!
these few days really seem like decades to me..
glad that it'll soon be over..

cant wait to see you tmr !!

and not forgetting all the things that you got for me.. =)

heex, so excitied !!

but i want you more than anything..

2 more days!!

received my very belated birthday present tody..
wasn't really free to meet up with tw and jy then..
and yes, until now then we met to catch up..
heex, paiseh..
was really quite busy for months..
lucky we managed to meet up before i get real busy again..
anyway thanks for the present!

they got me a portable, travel pack mahjong..
yes, it's MAHJONG !!
was guessing and guessing..
ting, if you see this,
you sure happy de lo..
cos we can play mahjong whenever we go le..
it's really small and portable..

dunno what's wrong with my ankle lately..
it's been hurting on and off..
but i didnt sprain or injured it..
maybe cos of weather..?
i really dunno..

bei will be back tmr night!!
just 2 more days and then can see you le!
jiayou, hang on there..

dunno what's wrong with the phone,
always give attitude..
naughty phone, must guai guai ting hua k..
let me have my drug properly pls..

wondering what you're doing now..
wondering if you ate your dinner alr not..
wondering if you enjoy yourself today not..
wondering all about you..

it's night again..
waiting for my drug to arrive..

missing you~

3 more days!!

had a bad night last night again..
was semi-conscious throughout..
just couldnt seems to enter lala land..
wonder what's wrong with me these days..
am just so freaking tired today..

nothing much for prison interview..
just some character and personality test..
had to be in office smart wear..
bei couldnt imagine that!
last time poly presentation i always got wear lo..
only you never see before nia..
aww, too bad..

time just seems to pass very slow..
it seems like ages to me when it's only a few days..
counting down to the day you're back..
counting down to the day i'll see you..

absence makes a loving heart fonder..

msg-ing you the same time as i'm blogging..
at times, your msg just feels like my drug..
it's the only thing that makes me feel alive..
guess that's the only thing i'm really looking forward to everyday..

trying my best to hang on there..
really hope time will seems to pass faster..
let's bare with it for just a few more days..
jiayou orh!

zhen de hao xiang ni orh~

4 more days!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL !!

it's a lazy christmas for me..
lazy to move, lazy to think..
maybe cos the special one isnt here..
awww...

out to get my documents photocopied..
photocopy shops at batok all closed..
had to go to jurong to get it done instead..
still went ahead to photocopy despite being $0.20 per copy..
now at the thought of it, it's actually quite ex..
am just too lazy and tired to search for cheaper ones..

went home and thought could slack throughout..
only to realise that printer got no ink..
argh, went off to buy again..

had to fill in the few forms later for interview tomorrow..
just so lazy to get my hands and mind started..

wondering what should i buy for christmas exchange..
it really kills my brain cells,
esp when i dunno who's gonna get it..

made bei a christmas card few days ago..
surprise !!
hope you really liked it..
thought will be more sincere if i do sth myself..
wait till you're back then we go get your present yea..

hao hao hao xiang ni orh.. =(
but time just seems to pass so slow without you..
how i wish it will be monday when i open my eyes..
3 more days to you're back..
4 more days to see you !!

bei, i miss you~

5 more days!

it's christmas eve..
other countries have snow,
but not singapore..
maybe that explains why it's been raining the whole day today..

am still so not used to my bed..
everything seems so uncomfy..
think next time i can save money dont need buy bed le..
sleeping on the floor still suits me best..

prison emailed me the details for interview..
it's another few pages of filling up particulars and info..
look at it just simply turns me off..
so many things to fill in..
lucky this time round can print and fill in..

bei's gone for bangkok..

counting down to monday to see you again..

wont forget what you asked me to do de..

see, i'm doing one of my task now.. =)

aww..
am missing you now..
hope you're enjoying yourself..
waiting patiently for night to fall and your sms..
may these few days seem to pass much faster..

i miss you~

your wish is my command!
and so here i am..

signed up for prison interview..
hopefully this can help shut their mouth..
thought if prison does not work,
then maybe can try CNB..
sometimes i wonder how come i choose the weird weird jobs..
well, maybe i'm also weird weird too..

kinda surprised me when i saw their pay increased,
as all the other jobs start to decrease their pay,
especially now during recession..

am not really ready for a change in working environment..
at least let me finish this coming peak season..
will really chiong camps once jan starts,
and start to save for my overseas trip..

likely will change to hong kong instead of taiwan,
since it's so much cheaper..
it doesnt make much difference to me,
as hong kong is one country would like to visit as well..
but what's most important is who i'm going with!

purple monster is out again ytd!
what a nice name given by chloe..
my friend just keep looking at purple monster,
not noticing me when i'm just right beside! -_-!!
but i'm so proud to have purple monster walking beside me..

you'll be off to thailand in ard 2 days time..
it's another 5 days of love sick..
yes will definitely miss you alot..
but u must really enjoy yourself k!

and i really hope u wont get sent to taiwan next year..
cos i cant imagine 1 month without you....

i love my purple monster!
at times it's just so blissful to hear you sing~