note to self

nobody said it was easy, but nobody said it was difficult either..

but it's really not easy.. and it's so damn tiring.. maybe that's why i kept falling asleep during lessons.. perhaps staying unconscious is the only way out.. come on, just face it !!

sometimes i thought i have already let it go, but sometimes i thought i did not.. contradicting? yes, no doubt i am.. i thought i dont even know who i am now.. hello it's time you should wake up !!

acting isnt a sign of being strong , it's a sign of weakness.. you act to run away, you act to cover your weakness.. aren't i right? yes, i am..

so much wanted to tell the truth, but it just cant come out of my mouth.. dont want pple to worry? dont know how to say? it's all excuses.. just admit it, you are running away from reality.. yes you're right..

we often say, why must it happen to me? why? but this is life.. life isnt fair, but that's how life is right.. yes, you're right..

truth is, i think i'm still very much affected by it.. at times ignorance is a bless.. no excuses, look ahead in life !! there are much more people who are worst than you !! count yourself a lucky one !!

you did not lost to anyone, instead, you lost to yourself.. you did not only let others down, you let yourself down too.. loser, weakling...

i just hated myself.........